After a long time writing again …
New crush added to my life but this time “THIS” introvert didn’t admire her from far but went for a talk with her with a introvert smile .
I guess I am not an extrovert or introvert I am in the middle of something called ambivert.
This all happen in the morning .. me and my friends always go for running and do excersise in the park nearby our house. That “NEW CRUSH” started coming to this park from past few days with her father as she usually come with her father. She was very beautiful , the glowness of her skin was like I don’t know how to write it down or explain but it was different. So that morning was same chilling breeze and people doing yoga , my friends were doing exercise and I was sitting on a bench relaxing listening to song (The night we met by lord Huron). Then I saw her , as her father didn’t come that day so she was walking and talking on mobile . I was like today I am going to talk to her but i am not getting that confidence.
So the mind setting and gaining the urza ( power) like pumping my self and my friends motivating me go and talk to her. After that full of confidence. A confident guy ,who is thinking what will happen she is a human so just go and talk to her. Then I went , I said to my friends give me luck brothers I am going. I thought I will talk to her like “excuse me can I talk to you” with full planning but as she was coming in full speed walking towards me as she was talking with someone on mobile and she was usian bolt to me for that moment and then she left from the side. And I was like better luck next time buddy.
After that I went to the center of the park where my friends were doing exercise. Then I said to them she is out of my league man.
Then she came after one or two rounds of the park and was doing some yoga and German drills 😍( she was looking so cute ). Then with confidence another time I went for a talk now.. the confidence or urzaa which I collected was started decreasing or deactivated me. slowly with each steps towards her.
Reaching near her I said in slow tone (nervously) ” can I talk to you ” she said “yes but why”.. I said I just want to talk to you 😂 I don’t know she listened to that or not . Then we talk I was nervous in entire conversation and I guess she was nervous too and shocked her lips were getting dry😍. Then we talk and unexpectedl I asked for her number which is very very early as we were talking first time( nervously I asked). She said ” give me your number I will message you”
Till now I didn’t get message 😂😂😂 from her.
Awwwww man she was like Emma stone 😍😂.
So below is for more confident people fuck you all motherfuckers 😂😂
Some People talk a good talk and walk a good walk and they randomly go to strangers and talk with them make conversation without any nervousness seriously “who does that?”
And there are some like me who can talk but…..
“I am not the only traveller who has not repaid his debt” by lord Huron 😍